Its been a little over a week now and I sure do miss mom. Last nite I could not sleep and it seemed like I continuely told her I missed her. I sure hope she can hear me. It still doesn't seem real. It seems like HOW CAN SHE NOT BE HERE? HOW DID THIS HAPPEN SO FAST? WHY DIDN'T ANY OF US KNOW HOW BAD SHE WAS? WHY COULDN'T SHE BE A SURVIVOR? I guess the questions could go on and on. God must have needed her more than us, altho I don't know why. Ya know, she was my rock. She always seemed to know when to show up. She was positive when positive didn't seem within reach. I'm still not sure how I will handle the next catastrophy without her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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